After seeing the list of releases set for Ai-chan's graduation, I realized that there isn't a 5th gen photobook. I'm hoping that the news isn't out yet but someone reminded me that 6th gen consists of 3 while Gokkies are 4. Does this mean no AiGaki photobook? Sobs I really wanted to see a whole publication dedicated to them. It would be my last photobook.

The last MM concert is out on DVD. I have yet to order it. But now I'm not sure if I want to see it. Will I be disappointed with this line up and the way they perform? Singing technique, dancing skills and emoting expression all need a lot of polishing up. And there's no Eri =( What's more, I will be reminded that the next MM concert will be Leader's last. Every time I think about not going to Japan and all those related stuff I can't help getting upset. Really a big dumbo ne. Someone asked me why Im not going with them and I couldn't reply. How could I say the reasons?

Don't know why I keep getting the image of Ai hawking some sort of breakfast when I see her in the chicken suit. It's incredibly cute but it somehow reminds me of KFC? Why am I not Prince? Life would be so much easier as Ai-chan's pooch. I won't feel or know anything. Worry free.

Saw pictures of Gaki-san on her blog today and I'm shocked by the extent of her skinniness. I love her outfits in those 2 shots but her legs are so thin it's kinda scary. Is she stressed or overworked? Can't be too busy since sadly MM doesn't have that many jobs nor are they that popular =( I hope she takes better care of herself. Don't want her getting any health issues.

On the way to work i kept thinking about Reina and her passport issue. Since i dont check H!O a lot now im not sure what is her status. But I'm sure she was super angry on that day when she realised someone lost her passport which made her unable to reach Hawaii on the first day. Of all people it had to be the Yankee. Poor staff member who had to endure her wrath. I wonder how she demostrated her unhappiness. Threw things, screamed, scolded or kicked people?

No matter how much weight Gaki loses or how skinny she is, her waist can never be as slim as Ai. Neither can Reina attain such high levels of the perfect figure. It's stranger for Tanakacchi since she is so much thinner.

Read an article saying Asians shouldn't have blond hair or brown eyebrowns. Don't really agree since some Asians can look good. Leader for one looks awesome. I think Tanakacchi would too.

Recently there seems to be more AG pics on their blogs. I really love the one Risa "blamed" Ai-chan for the rain. No words can describe the sweetness of it. I guess they know that the remaining time is short. I still wish Ai didn't have to graduate. MM wouldn't be the same without her. And no matter what antis might say, she will always be the best mm leader to me.

久住小春19岁生日快乐。
变成大女孩了。

H!O Problem

H!O forum definitely has a problem these days. Besides the fact that it's mostly xxx stuff, it's also always down. Agh! I need my mm info, news and fandom!

Where did all the loyal and passionate mm fans go?! =(

They are the second pair that I know who got together cuz of mm. And they are even more drastic than the first. A country move too?? @@
Boy what did I miss? Where have I been?

Did Ai-chan dye her hair again? She must go to a really good hair treatment place. How is it that her hair never appears frizzy after going through so many hair cycles?

Gaki-san seems even skinner than usual. What happened? I wonder if she will gain some weight this winter. Maybe she's too upset about Ai's impending graduation to eat =(...

阿垣好久没增肥了。

到底是谁告诉她肥肥的样子没她苗条时可爱、性感？

应该是某个小爱吧。

祝你生日快了！

沙油最可爱、最性感了。

22岁的雪白美少女。

Fan Stories

I like reading about fans meeting their idols or obtaining some form of their personal belongings. But some things should be kept a secret. I wonder why no staff were around to prevent that from happening and why didn't other fans say anything.

I'm sure the two of them will hear of this as there are Japanese fans who frequent the board as well. I hope they don't find overseas fans scary or creepy, the girls included.

Still, I must congratulate them for managing to pull it off. I wouldn't have thought if it. Nor would I have the guts to do it.

二

其实自己也不明白为何会喜欢上小爱。虽然她非常的完美。只少在我眼里是这样。

「新垣，这份报告很赶。今天内一定要准备好。」

「是。」

老板的一句话又把我想准时下班的打算扰乱了。 为何要我来收拾其他人惹得货？难道我就那么好欺负。明明是一肚子的不满却还是乖乖的答应了。

8：30pm

足足比我应该收工的时间迟了3个钟头。看样子今晚一定不够睡。

将报告放好在老板的桌子上后就开始收拾包包。希望巴士和地铁能早些到。不知为何开始有一些不舒服。头晕晕的，肚子也一阵阵地刺痛。

走出办公室才法现原来老天爷在落泪。真是不走运。雨伞借给了个同事又忘记跟她拿会。没办法，就先淋雨吧。

「真狼狈，阿垣变成落汤鸡了。」

在等巴士时传了个短讯给小龟。雨一直没停，巴士也很久没到。突然觉得很孤单。 除了小龟之外，我也没几个朋友。 就算想跟她聊天也困难。因为毕竟她还在读书。不能期望她会很快的回付我的短讯。

不知到小爱现在在做什么，肯定不是在想我。冷笑了一下，然后对着远方发呆。不知不觉得回想起我们四个人刚认识的起情景。

小爱和小龟是在网上论坛认识的。而我会跟小爱有接触是因为小龟的缘故。就因为一次我和小龟出去吃晚餐的时候，她叫上了高桥爱。

本来我的人生是多么的的平凡。但当我介绍了以为是好友的田中丽奈给她们以后，一切都改变了。我的人生，再也回不到重前那样。

一

熟悉的铃声把我的思悬转移到现实和正在发光的手机上。

本来一直没精神的对着天花板发呆，现在却充满精力的拿起手机，

「会不会是她？」

「阿垣今天好吗？小龟喝了一大瓶可乐哦 (^o^)」

虽然传短讯的人不是我思念的那个她，心情也很差。不过不知为何一看到这个人的短讯就会露出傻傻的笑容。

「你怎么又喝那么多？ 也不明白你为何那么爱喝可乐。」

龟井绘里。少根粳。但当我许要她正经时她也能变得非常严肃和可靠。就这样我们一遍聊着天，我就一遍把闷在心里不舒服的心情告诉了她。

「虽然很不容易。不过你一定要切段你们之间的所有联系。」

其实就算小龟不说，我也明白这是最好忘了她的方式。只不过说比做难好几百倍。

已经喜欢那个她一年多了。不是说忘就能忘的。也不知道自己是怎么对她产生好感。能肯定的是，我以爱上了这个人。因为我无时无可都在想着她。

这个她，就叫高桥爱。

序

当你没有利用价值就不管你死活。

好虚伪、好现实。

以为开始脱离，却仍然那么痛。

好想消失。反正也没区别。

只能怪自己傻。肯本不该相信、渴望。

终究只有早安最可靠，最值得珍惜。

好想念你，小龟。怀念你带给我的欢乐。

突然想到一句话。。。原来最瞎的不是我。

祝她们幸福。