“笨蛋，哭什么啊？我不是还好好的吗？”

高桥温热的手附上新垣沾满泪痕的脸，小心翼翼地拭去了还未干涸的泪滴。

是不是有个人在自己心里占的位置太重要了，就会患得患失呢？

泪腺自从生命里出现高桥爱这个让自己爱惨了的人之后就变得十分发达，即使新垣一再抑制也徒劳无用。

孱弱的笑容扩散出让新垣心痛的分子，手不禁捂住胸口，任凭高桥挂着笑容的脸渐渐模糊不清。

哭泣，只是对你一个人的懦弱。

总有一天，会因为你而心痛致死。

高桥原本用来安慰新垣的笑容突然掺杂了某种一切都了于心中的意味。

“知道么，我的这里……”

高桥勉强撑起身子，手指了指自己的胸口。

“只为里沙一个人痛。”

寂寞寂寞就好 - 田馥甄

The song speaks for itself. Beautiful instrumental music and lyrics.

詞: 施人誠

曲: 楊子樸

編曲: 鍾興民

還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果

會有什麼 什麼都沒有
早點看破 才看得見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉
死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉
人本來就寂寞的 我總會把你戒掉

還是要幸福 - 田馥甄

This is the 3rd song by Hebe that I love. The first two being 替我爱他 and 寂寞寂寞就好。

曲：張簡君偉

詞：徐世珍/司魚

編曲：盧家宏、JerryC


不確定就別親吻 感情很容易毀了一個人
一個人若不夠狠 愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍

你留下來的垃圾 我一天一天總會丟完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨

你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅
明天 開始 這一切都結束

還我鑰匙的備份 我覺得再見可以很單純
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨

你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅
明天 開始 這一切都結束

你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨

你如果很幸福 半夜的簡訊我就無需回覆
因為你的悲喜已經有了 容身之處 我也 能有 最純粹的孤獨

最孤獨的孤獨

最出的回忆 - 大风吹

Gomene to Mame-chan and her friends for posting non-related H!P stuff ^^;

Beautiful song. Pity I can't find the mp3 nor a video without talking =(

《最初的回忆》
作词：洪美燕
作曲：龔振良
演唱：大风吹

当熟悉变成了距离
未来被定格在原地
过去任性逃避
回忆 背弃

拼凑的画面像空气
思绪洒落零乱剧情
努力瓦解每段回忆
寻找 你的呼吸

删去全世界依然无法忘记
虽想你 谁是你

时间流逝在宇宙也不畏惧
虽唯一 只靠心感应

删去全世界依然还要重新
邂逅 爱上你
睁开眼是你
最初的回忆

The line I like the most is the last stanza and 删去全世界依然无法忘记 (Even after removing the whole world, I still can't forget).

After the touching song, here is something funny.

Me: The only show I'm chasing is 行医.

K: You like Christopher?

Me: .... *breathes* ... I like the chemistry between him and Jesseca.

It's bad isn't it, to like Jesseca and not Chris ^^; Yabai na.... >.<

Sadistic Ai

Wordpress sucks! So difficult to post on it with Aiphone. Shouldn't have been a smart Alec and used that instead of another blogspot blog.

So Ai is violent both awake and in her sleep. Who knew she was intrinsically so? Can't judge a book by it's cover ne~. From her physical appearance, she is definitely the softer and party who looks like she needs protection. I don't get it, Gaki doesn't really like Ai in "that way" does she? Then why does she take all these from her? Once again I'm baffled and impressed by the bean. Like factor raises a notch!

祝你生日快乐。

Yoshitaka Yoriko

This is bad, I'm starting to like her more and more. I don't want to end up buying her dramas and finding out those shows are all bad =x I mean, most plots don't interest me that much and I usually aren't that fond of the actors in Japanese dramas ^^; But she is just so pretty! I love her eyes, nose, lips, dimple and the way she kinda pouts. Then again, all Japanese girls pout or at least do something with their mouth. Her eyes aren't exactly huge but they are so black and pretty. Gah! Why are some girls so darn beautiful? It must be wonderful to be blessed with almost perfect features.

Still, "mioka" seems to comprise a story line I can accept. The guy isn't great but I guess I can live with it. "love shaffle" is another show that looks alright. Though I have the same opinion about the lead actor as the other show.

An incurable disease and suicidal tendencies. I like xD

Came across these words. Sounds suitable for the prologue of a fic. Maybe I'll have Yoriko star in a fic? But I'm gonna have problems including a guy. How would a MM x Yoriko fic sound? ^^;

Happy birthday to BOD. She must be enjoying herself watching Selena Gomez XD

When life is coming to an end, 当生命即将流失。。。
Will you treasure (live) each moment, 能否把握住时间。。。
Like it's the last? 珍惜仅剩的时间？

Reina bday

22 years old. It's a really young age yet Tanakacchi has been in showbiz for 8 years @@ What a veteran huh? She is of drinkable age and somehow I get the feeling that thus girl can hold her alcohol. I could be wrong though but... nah... this seems right =P

Since I don't visit her blog, I have no idea if she posts about the presents she receives. Hmmm, maybe I should pop by soon to find out?

Happy birthday to MM's only yankii for now. Who knows if any of the 10th gen members are anything like their purple and pink loving senpai xD

Yoshitaka Yoriko vs Kamei Eri & Random Ponderings

I saw an episode of Tokyo Dogs and decided I was going to continue watching it. Not because of the 2 supposed hunks in the show, but rather because of the quite cute actress. She was also born in 1988, which makes her the same age as my beloved KameMame..

At first, before I did a search on her, I thought she was at least mid to late twenties. Imagine my surprise when she was so young. Her height is 157 cm, this is really close to Eri, who is 158 cm. However, in my opinion, I find that Kame is much, much cuter than Yoriko.

I don't know if I'm biased, but I really do think so. Even in terms of body proportions, Eririn wins by a mile. And Yoriko seems to have rather thick legs as well. Still, I prefer Eri's thunder thighs. The legs of the turtle are too sexy ^^; *drools just thinking of them*

Because I think that Kame is so darn adorable, it reminds me of the age old question which I have been asking myself all these years. Which of the 3, namely Ai, Eri and Sayumi, would regular females like the most? I don't mean talent, personality or dress sense. I'm talking purely about physical attributes.

I'm inclined to think Eririn will emerge winner, judging by how many haters Ai-chan has XD Then again, minus the narcissistic character portrayer Sayu is so good at, she could be victorious. After all, she does possess awesomely silky jet-black hair. Isn't that a popular hair length and texture? Furthermore, she has the best height standing at 162 cm. She also has that lanky built that should look pretty good with most clothes on. And I love, love, love her milky white skin + those rosy cheeks of hers.

Still, Kame has a body to die (kill) for (I'm addicted to her abs). So does Ai. Yet, I'm guessing that Ai is a tad too short for the average female's taste. ^^;; I just have one issue about the turtle's body. Her toes look a little strange.

Thus in conclusion, assuming it's a package deal, meaning no swapping of heads and bodies XD Looking like Sayu...or Eri, would be a dream come through. Hmmmm...Eri?... or Sayu?? XD